Love is watching someone die, so whose going to watch you die?

Who got her permit? Tori got her permit....whoooooo

So tomorow is going to be so effin fun! FPH, Marsten and Tasha, mexi-packing in Marstens truck. Maybe a little extra curricular activites *wink wink* Damn thats cool.

I so made Catherine a Secret Sis myspace, she said it was the coolest thing by far.

Oh FYI Tasha, I told Colby that we were going on some Lolita adventure soon, because his friend Marissa is annoying me with her "lolita"-ness. He probably told all of them that he told us about Lolita! It annoys me, so start dropping abbreviated brand names on his myspace! hahahahaha

They come marching at you, two-by-two, re-loo re-loo

God I feel like an asshole. I shouldn't have done it. Now I can actually say I regret something on a myspace survey.

Don't they know its the end of the world?

This is me and Tasha f.y.i. (Shes the "male" because she owns those boots).

God I am soo stressed out about registration, I already put in some classes, but I have to finish it tomorow. I keep feeling like Im going to take classes that I wont be able to handle and then Ill be really stressed next year. But then again Im really worried that my classes will be too easy and that won't look good for college either. Im not taking math though, some people think its a bad idea, but whatever, atleast now I wont fail math and get kicked off drill. Im scared enough as it is that Im going to fail math this semester and then I wont be able to do state, or I cant practice for 5 weeks during the summer, now it would be fine to not get to practice for 5 weeks, but that doesn't mean I get to stay home, no, I have to go to practice, I just have to sit there though.

Alot of things just aren't going the way I want them too right now. Nobody at drill likes me, Im sure of it. I would jsut quit but I hate doing that, I always feel like Im sucked into it once I start, it would be fine if I quit after last year, but it feels wrong to quit junior year. ugh.

I really kinda want some guy to like me too. I have never really had a boyfriend, Colby doesn't count because I think the only reason he went out with me was because he liked Tasha so much and she started dating Nick, and I dated Travis for like 2 weeks and we never even saw each other outside of school except for one time and then he broke up with me like an hour later. Not to mention I had just made out with him in like Tasha's entryway. It would defiently be just a good boost of self esteem if a guy even said he liked me, or if I found out that he did, even if we didn't go out. God Im just hopeless.

Written on the pages is the answer to a never ending story

So basically I found a guy who is way too cute to have me break up all the pics of him that I found so here I go!

Damn that was good. Okay so onwards! (He kinda looks like Denzer and Zack combined)

So Natassja and I are going to go Hotbox with Marsten and thats going to be hella fun! I can not wait! Were hoping to do it Saturday or possibly monday after school since Marsten's parents are going to be in Mexico.

Oh and another interesting tidbit, Bennet doesn't think that Natassja is a virgin. God Natassja you're such a slut.

You know what I hate? Skinny people who don't dress well, you know the skinny loners who wear like big t-shirts and gross pants and usually have bad hair? That annoys me, if I was skinny, dear god the clothes I would wear, *sigh*. Okay well I dont have anything rant worthy.

These hands, they do the devil's worship.

I found this thing whilst snooping around someone's myspace. Tatiana have a hand love child named Tota, he's pretty spooky.

I so do not want to go to my drill competition saturday, fuck I'm tired! I love drill competitions, Im so excited!

We got state roomies today, I'm with Allison, Alex and Angela. Alex and Allison sound like they rather be in someone else's room (Angela wasn't there). Guess who Mali and Catherine are with? Thats right Kim and Kira, Im the only sophmore not in that room. Figures, I always get alienated by anyone I'm friends with for longer than a year. Well not Natassja of course.

We went on a nature walk today in science, it was so fun. Natassja and me went and found an awesome stump to sit and talk on, oh and we wrote poetry about nature. Here's mine (my creative genius was interrupted by Natalie's complaining :Shocker:):

Calm and Quiet

Nasaly voice interrupts nature

Maple leaf earmuffs

I know Im amazing!